exsilium ☼ IC Contact Post ☼ 2012-2013

[wilder]

"Yo. Leave a message."

FROM: SUBJECT: DATE: LITTLE WOLF What are you doing? (2) November 6, 2013 RIKU Maybe this is nothing. (2) October 29th, 2013 ASCH KETCHUM 'Isofons'. It's pronounced 'isofons'. (2) October 25th, 2013 LITTLE WOLF That's for you! (133) October 24th, 2013 LITTLE WOLF are you busy (32) October 20th, 2013 FLORA Hey, Kaneis. I really hope... (32) October 14th, 2013 VICTORIA GUILDFORD Master Kaneis, my apologies for... (20) October 10th, 2013 RIKU Hey, Doctor Kaneis. (24) September 29th, 2013 ASBEL LHANT Hey Kaneis. It's Asbel. (18) September 23rd, 2013 CAT, ALLEN WALKER No Subject (35) September 22nd, 2013 VICTORIA CRAWFORD Hey, Kaneis! What's up? (14) August 23rd, 2013 ALLEN WALKER Kaneis, are you in the apartment? (42) August 18th, 2013 HOWARD LINK To residents of apartment 103... (4) August 4th, 2013 CAT when you come bring back milk (40) August 3rd, 2013 EMIL CASTAGNIER Hi, Kaneis. I bumped into somebody... (20) August 2nd, 2013 SELES WILDER Zelos, I wanted to apologize... (55) July 24th, 2013 EMIL CASTAGNIER I...can I ask you for a favor? (13) July 6th, 2013 ASCH KETCHUM Everything alright down there? (10) June 23rd, 2013 NILL are you ok? (41) June 18th, 2013 SELES WILDER No Subject (21) June 8th, 2013 CAT I have it. Do you want... (91) May 28th, 2013 ANONYMOUS Young male in 409 requiring assistance. (8) April 18th, 2013 VICTORIA CRAWFORD Uh... hey, Kaneis. About last night... (30) February 15th, 2013 SHEENA FUJIBAYASHI Hey, it's me. (2) February 11th, 2013 KRATOS AURION This is Kratos. (73) December 23rd, 2012 There are 3 unfinished conversations.

TO: SUBJECT: DATE: ASBEL LHANT Listen...when you got a moment... (23) November 14th, 2013 ALLEN WALKER I have a favor to ask... (68) August 12th, 2013 SHEENA FUJIBAYASHI No Subject (29) August 9th, 2013 ALLEN WALKER Allen! Allen! Allen! (47) August 3rd, 2013 ALLEN WALKER Cheria and I are going to a Realm of Shadows... (13) July 13th, 2013 CHERIA BARNES Look, I know I'd said I'd cover dinner... July 13th, 2013 SHEENA FUJIBAYASHI Weird question, but- (29) July 5th, 2013 EMIL CASTAGNIER Yo Emil! You there? (49) June 24th, 2013 SELES WILDER Hey my little sister, it's me. (49) June 5th, 2013 SHEENA FUJIBAYASHI Heeey Sheena! You there hunny? (82) June 2nd, 2013 GUY CECIL Hey, it's Kaneis. Are you still up... (12) May 29th, 2013 ASCH KETCHUM Hey Asch, it's Kaneis. You there? (21) April 23rd, 2013 SHEENA FUJIBAYASHI Mithos is here. (13) February 3rd, 2013 There are 0 unfinished conversations.

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Comments

[wolfchild]

Well, yes. [ she cants her head. ] I met you.

[wilder]

[he cants his head back. Almost like he's trying to understand that sentence. ]

Yeah that's...heh- definitely a first to hear.

[wolfchild]

Because most of the people you knew are assholes. What I said is still true.

[wilder]

Uh...right. Then how do you explain all my bad luck, exactly? Because I got a lot of it.

[wolfchild]

Was it bad luck or bad choices?

[wilder]

[....]

Well, while I admit I'm not the greatest decision maker, I feel pretty confident in saying a lot of it has bad luck factored in too.

[wolfchild]

Being Chosen is bad luck. [ she will grant him that. ]

Mayhaps the rest isn't. You think you only bring ill and so many bad things happen it seems true. That doesn't make it your fault. You're better than you think. You only need to stop worrying so.

[wilder]

[....]

[He's not sure how to answer this logic that contradicts his crazy thoughts, so it's denial time]

Me? Worry? Please.

[wolfchild]

[ she gives him a flat look. ]

You do it all the time.

[wilder]

No way, that'd give me gray hair and wrinkles!

[wolfchild]

I know what you're doing. If you don't care to listen, say so. Don't think me stupid. Even if you don't like me, you can grant me some respect.

[wilder]

Whoa hey- it's got nothing to do with not liking or respecting you!

It's just... [Ugh, he has to give a sincere answer, he hates doing that. He rather just avoid.]

I know what you're saying makes sense logically. Okay? I do. But...I've heard it the other way so long, that even if I understand the logic, it's hard to shake the feelings that what those...[he hesitates, but in the end he can't even bring himself to insult them] those other people have said might be right.

Does that make sense?

[wolfchild]

[ okay hackles down. ]

I know. I've heard it myself. [ she shrugs faintly, a trace of a smile on her face. ] You'll have to get used to hearing the opposite from me.

[wilder]

You bad luck? No way- you're not even a black cat!

Gonna be stubborn about it, huh?

[wolfchild]

[ she makes a moue as she reaches for a bottle of water. blasé enough to sound almost bored, she explains, ] Not bad luck. Hopeless, worthless, I'll never be good enough. I'm a beast, and I'll be put down like one.

[ wolf bitch had been the one she heard most often: do you know what dogs do to a wolf? ]

Can you get this open?

[wilder]

[And Zelos, sadly, knows too well what that sort of tone really means] Well that stuff's clearly a bunch of garbage.

[And he holds his hand out]

Sure.

[wolfchild]

[ she lets him have it. ]

Thank you.

[wilder]

[he unscrews the cap and hands it back to her]

You do know that stuff's not true, right?

[wolfchild]

One of them is.

[ she's a wolf, and her dreams are filled with with teeth and blood. but cat only keeps company with wolves. cat never had a wolf; cat died. she holds the bottle with both hands and takes a drink. ]

[wilder]

Which one?

[wolfchild]

[ she glances at him, lowering the bottle. ]

I did die.

[wilder]

[he'll look at her for a moment, as if studying, thinking. And then, very calmly]

No you didn't.

[And sure is returning to his meal]

[wolfchild]

I did. Why would anyone lie about that?

[wilder]

Oh, for all sorts of reasons I'd imagine. Profit, attention, or maybe it's just easier to think of yourself as dead. Or maybe something else. [he shrugs]

[wolfchild]

I profit nothing and I don't want attention. [ she's not a child!! ]