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LITTLE WOLF |
What are you doing? (2) |
November 6, 2013 |
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RIKU |
Maybe this is nothing. (2) |
October 29th, 2013 |
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ASCH KETCHUM |
'Isofons'. It's pronounced 'isofons'. (2) |
October 25th, 2013 |
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LITTLE WOLF |
That's for you! (133) |
October 24th, 2013 |
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LITTLE WOLF |
are you busy (32) |
October 20th, 2013 |
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FLORA |
Hey, Kaneis. I really hope... (32) |
October 14th, 2013 |
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VICTORIA GUILDFORD |
Master Kaneis, my apologies for... (20) |
October 10th, 2013 |
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RIKU |
Hey, Doctor Kaneis. (24) |
September 29th, 2013 |
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ASBEL LHANT |
Hey Kaneis. It's Asbel. (18) |
September 23rd, 2013 |
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CAT, ALLEN WALKER |
No Subject (35) |
September 22nd, 2013 |
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VICTORIA CRAWFORD |
Hey, Kaneis! What's up? (14) |
August 23rd, 2013 |
 "un/finished") |
ALLEN WALKER |
Kaneis, are you in the apartment? (42) |
August 18th, 2013 |
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HOWARD LINK |
To residents of apartment 103... (4) |
August 4th, 2013 |
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CAT |
when you come bring back milk (40) |
August 3rd, 2013 |
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EMIL CASTAGNIER |
Hi, Kaneis. I bumped into somebody... (20) |
August 2nd, 2013 |
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SELES WILDER |
Zelos, I wanted to apologize... (55) |
July 24th, 2013 |
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EMIL CASTAGNIER |
I...can I ask you for a favor? (13) |
July 6th, 2013 |
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ASCH KETCHUM |
Everything alright down there? (10) |
June 23rd, 2013 |
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NILL |
are you ok? (41) |
June 18th, 2013 |
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SELES WILDER |
No Subject (21) |
June 8th, 2013 |
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CAT |
I have it. Do you want... (91) |
May 28th, 2013 |
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ANONYMOUS |
Young male in 409 requiring assistance. (8) |
April 18th, 2013 |
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VICTORIA CRAWFORD |
Uh... hey, Kaneis. About last night... (30) |
February 15th, 2013 |
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SHEENA FUJIBAYASHI |
Hey, it's me. (2) |
February 11th, 2013 |
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KRATOS AURION |
This is Kratos. (73) |
December 23rd, 2012 |
There are 3 unfinished conversations.
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Shoulders tensing, he shakes his head. He's going to have to, isn't he.]
I can't leave yet. There has to be another way, someway to save them - I won't abandon everyone like this. [ he says it quickly, like he's trying not to leave them any room to object to this foolproof plan. ]
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Are you stupid? There's not going to be anything to abandon! This will all be gone! Nothing will be able to live here for years! If you don't die in the explosion, you'll die of sickness! You're not helping anyone, you'd just be killing yourself!
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'Sickness' is news to him as well... but it won't change anything.]
There has to be a way to prevent it! I have to try. If I run— they'll all die! We'll lose everything, I can't let that happen, I'm sorry, I can't!
[His vision begins to fog. He knows that he sounds mad, he knows he'll almost certainly be signing his death warrant. But how can he live with himself, if he does nothing at all?]
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[ her voice breaks. ]
Who's going to take care of me if you stay?!
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That's bullshit and even you're smart enough to know that! If there was a way, don't you think the Initiative would be all over it?! They sure as hell have a lot more to lose than you do!
Seriously- are you really doing this to save the people, or just to clear yourself of guilt?
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He might not have. He's always been willing to throw away everything without any regard for whoever survives him.
(She'd be taken care of without him, wouldn't she? He almost says it.) He's upsetting her, of course he is. He doesn't want to abandon her, he doesn't want to leave any of his friends, but there are millions of lives on the line, isn't that more important? Is he really supposed to believe that it's hopeless? That their deaths are already written in stone? He can't give up.
But Kaneis is right, too.
His expression buckles, tears threatening to spill over.] I'm sorry, I...
[He shakes his head. He's at a loss.]
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[He then looks back at Allen, his expression softening just somewhat. Enough to reveal the fatigue behind it, the sadness. His shoulders slump just ever so slightly]
Allen...none of us want to abandon these people. It even...makes me sick to think about, going on that ship and leaving them behind. If there was any other choice, any other chance...
But there isn't. So please...don't throw away your friends and life like this.
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He hasn't been able to keep Mana's, either. He's had to carve out a new path, he's had to make new promises - he can't keep them. He can't...
He's let them all down. 'None of us want to.' But they're still going to. They're going to have to watch this world die, as well.
He bites back a ragged cry, to a harsh sob through grit teeth, as he digs his palms into his eyes. He wants to hit something. He wants to throw up.] Why?!
After everything we've fought for... [ his voice cracks. he can't do this. ] We've already lost so much! How much more can we-!?
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she doesn't cry. her tears for others dried years ago. she doesn't say anything either; there's nothing to be said. so she holds him like she never was when it was her world she watched burn down with the tents along the river. ]
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I don't- I don't know.
[The universe...it always finds a nice answer to that question, he's found. And when it does, it's as it's ripping it away.]
Sorry, but I just...don't.
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He doesn't notice Cat's approach until her arms are already around him, though. His hands fall away, blurred gaze dropping to the girl... stunned, that she would. He thought she was angry with him.
He bends down, just a little, as he tries to fight back against his own tears now in earnest.]
I'm sorry.
[Again. It's quiet. Apologizing for this moment, for the future.]
It's too much...
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[And so he turns away from the scene while Cat and Allen are preoccupied with one another, and starts to walk away]