wilder | exsilium ☼ IC Contact Post ☼ 2012-2013

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LITTLE WOLF	What are you doing? (2)	November 6, 2013
RIKU	Maybe this is nothing. (2)	October 29th, 2013
ASCH KETCHUM	'Isofons'. It's pronounced 'isofons'. (2)	October 25th, 2013
LITTLE WOLF	That's for you! (133)	October 24th, 2013
LITTLE WOLF	are you busy (32)	October 20th, 2013
FLORA	Hey, Kaneis. I really hope... (32)	October 14th, 2013
VICTORIA GUILDFORD	Master Kaneis, my apologies for... (20)	October 10th, 2013
RIKU	Hey, Doctor Kaneis. (24)	September 29th, 2013
ASBEL LHANT	Hey Kaneis. It's Asbel. (18)	September 23rd, 2013
CAT, ALLEN WALKER	No Subject (35)	September 22nd, 2013
VICTORIA CRAWFORD	Hey, Kaneis! What's up? (14)	August 23rd, 2013
ALLEN WALKER	Kaneis, are you in the apartment? (42)	August 18th, 2013
HOWARD LINK	To residents of apartment 103... (4)	August 4th, 2013
CAT	when you come bring back milk (40)	August 3rd, 2013
EMIL CASTAGNIER	Hi, Kaneis. I bumped into somebody... (20)	August 2nd, 2013
SELES WILDER	Zelos, I wanted to apologize... (55)	July 24th, 2013
EMIL CASTAGNIER	I...can I ask you for a favor? (13)	July 6th, 2013
ASCH KETCHUM	Everything alright down there? (10)	June 23rd, 2013
NILL	are you ok? (41)	June 18th, 2013
SELES WILDER	No Subject (21)	June 8th, 2013
CAT	I have it. Do you want... (91)	May 28th, 2013
ANONYMOUS	Young male in 409 requiring assistance. (8)	April 18th, 2013
VICTORIA CRAWFORD	Uh... hey, Kaneis. About last night... (30)	February 15th, 2013
SHEENA FUJIBAYASHI	Hey, it's me. (2)	February 11th, 2013
KRATOS AURION	This is Kratos. (73)	December 23rd, 2012

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ASBEL LHANT	Listen...when you got a moment... (23)	November 14th, 2013
ALLEN WALKER	I have a favor to ask... (68)	August 12th, 2013
SHEENA FUJIBAYASHI	No Subject (29)	August 9th, 2013
ALLEN WALKER	Allen! Allen! Allen! (47)	August 3rd, 2013
ALLEN WALKER	Cheria and I are going to a Realm of Shadows... (13)	July 13th, 2013
CHERIA BARNES	Look, I know I'd said I'd cover dinner...	July 13th, 2013
SHEENA FUJIBAYASHI	Weird question, but- (29)	July 5th, 2013
EMIL CASTAGNIER	Yo Emil! You there? (49)	June 24th, 2013
SELES WILDER	Hey my little sister, it's me. (49)	June 5th, 2013
SHEENA FUJIBAYASHI	Heeey Sheena! You there hunny? (82)	June 2nd, 2013
GUY CECIL	Hey, it's Kaneis. Are you still up... (12)	May 29th, 2013
ASCH KETCHUM	Hey Asch, it's Kaneis. You there? (21)	April 23rd, 2013
SHEENA FUJIBAYASHI	Mithos is here. (13)	February 3rd, 2013

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A Master?

[ oh uh

... uhhhh

he needs to stop blurting things out on instinct. ]

It's... nothing. Just something I was back home.

Oh c'mon now, it's clearly eating you up.

A master of what?

[ a long pause. he really isn't sure if he should be telling people--he's told a few people before, but it's... different, with them, they had similar duties. he's not sure if kaneis knows what this is like. he's not sure he'll understand at all... but. ]

... a Keyblade Master. [ he mumbles, quietly. ] It means I'm supposed to take care of the worlds and the people in them.

[ and there's other stuff but let's. be simple here. ]

Hm.

[he isn't surprised, but he is disappointed. Putting that on someone is unfair. No kid should have to have the weight of the world on their shoulders]

I thought it'd be something like that.

[ a quiet, questioning noise comes from his throat. ]

What?

[let's beat around the bush!]

Sorry, was I supposed to have more shock?

[ wow 10/10 you made him fluster ]

No--I was just--

Why did you think that?

[He is the best. And oh, let's do a bit of lying on the side. Well, lying by omission]

You're a kid whose shoulders sag like they got the weight of the world dumped on them.

I've seen it before, another lifetime ago.

[ riku has to take a minute to think on this. ]

I have bad posture. [ to rebuff it. he didn't know it was obvious. he didn't want it to seem like he was tired when he'd just begun. ]

Another lifetime ago, huh. Back on your world?

[there's a laugh to Riku's rebuttal. One that indicates yeah, he knows otherwise.]

Yeah, that's right.

[ a pause. ... ]

I'm sorry.

Hm?

[ more clearly; ]

I'm sorry. [ because this kind stress is something he wouldn't wish on anyone, honestly. ]

Yeah, I heard that.

But why are you sorry?

[ riku, somehow, is smiling through his words, even if it's rueful. ]

I can barely take the stress. [ a helpless shrug, even if kaneis can't see it. ] I never asked for this, but I don't really mind.

[There's a pause]

Heh...that's because you expect too much of yourself, that level of stress.

[ a noise, and then a heavy sigh, with some heated undertone; ]

Yeah, you're right. I do expect a lot out of myself. I should!

No, listen to me Riku.

Sure, you should always try your best. Everyone should try their best.

But no one person can take care of all the problems of the world. Or this war. Or even this Moonbase. Even if you were the greatest Keyblade Master that ever lived, you couldn't do it all yourself. It's just not possible.

And you know what?

That's okay.

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