Do you really think I'm capable of that, Zelos? Because that is a little bit hurtful. Even if I hate the way someone is trying to express compassion, I'm not going to hit them for it.
[He was, at times, a couple steps short of a pushover. Viktor shook his head, visibly resigning himself to actually being honest; because he could trust Zelos with that if no one else.]
...Even after all this time, I am not used to this. People caring about what happens to me, to the degree I know that they would if they found out--the mere idea of it is already overwhelming.
Hey, it's just a suggestion! It's probably something I'd do, so-
[Again, this is perhaps why Zelos has so few friends.]
... It's a weird feeling, right? People giving a shit, and not because they can get something out of it. But I'm not surprised it happened to you- you tend to be pretty nice to folks.
[janna bless you for being aggressively yourself, zelos]
Even so...there really is no good way to say this, but I have never gotten used to my life having value to people. Least of all on a scale like this...it's a little frightening.
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[He was, at times, a couple steps short of a pushover. Viktor shook his head, visibly resigning himself to actually being honest; because he could trust Zelos with that if no one else.]
...Even after all this time, I am not used to this. People caring about what happens to me, to the degree I know that they would if they found out--the mere idea of it is already overwhelming.
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[Again, this is perhaps why Zelos has so few friends.]
... It's a weird feeling, right? People giving a shit, and not because they can get something out of it. But I'm not surprised it happened to you- you tend to be pretty nice to folks.
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Even so...there really is no good way to say this, but I have never gotten used to my life having value to people. Least of all on a scale like this...it's a little frightening.