[A pause. Does he think it's his fault that he has those thoughts? Honestly, he isn't sure. He's had them for years now. Did they start because of it was a natural conclusion to his situation, or because it was something in his head that was out of his control? He has no idea]
...My fault or not, I'm just saying, I'm hardly someone that's got it all figured out when it comes to figuring out how I want to live. Not when I'm still grappling with the if.
[Maybe he'll get there one day, maybe he won't. He just doesn't want people thinking he's someone to look up to.]
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...My fault or not, I'm just saying, I'm hardly someone that's got it all figured out when it comes to figuring out how I want to live. Not when I'm still grappling with the if.
[Maybe he'll get there one day, maybe he won't. He just doesn't want people thinking he's someone to look up to.]
Amal I'm going to break it to you right now:
You really truly suck at subterfuge.