riku just falls silent. maybe he shouldn't have told him after all? but he didn't want to lie, and approaching kaneis like nothing had even happened felt like a lie. he wasn't planning on leaving kaneis alone--he'd kept his tabs on him, making sure he and lloyd and anyone else he was around were okay. especially after that wing debacle. yet, everything he wants to say just seems like an excuse.
intention didn't really matter, did it? ugh, no matter how much he tried to do right, he still messed up. how was he supposed to be a master when he couldn't even do something like this right? ]
I was afraid of hurting you somehow, especially after you trusted me. But, I guess I did that anyway... I'm sorry. I don't expect forgiveness, okay? [ that comes out quiet and tired. ] I just wanted to tell you, because I figured out how dumb I was.
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riku just falls silent. maybe he shouldn't have told him after all? but he didn't want to lie, and approaching kaneis like nothing had even happened felt like a lie. he wasn't planning on leaving kaneis alone--he'd kept his tabs on him, making sure he and lloyd and anyone else he was around were okay. especially after that wing debacle. yet, everything he wants to say just seems like an excuse.
intention didn't really matter, did it? ugh, no matter how much he tried to do right, he still messed up. how was he supposed to be a master when he couldn't even do something like this right? ]
I was afraid of hurting you somehow, especially after you trusted me. But, I guess I did that anyway... I'm sorry. I don't expect forgiveness, okay? [ that comes out quiet and tired. ] I just wanted to tell you, because I figured out how dumb I was.